Repenting is a good thing...

Today at church I taught second hour and I think I got more out of the lesson then they did. I must say I am a fool. Is it healthy for a Christian to be at a stand still in his or her walk? This is my opinion, I think its ok for a certain period of time but if we are not continually learning and growing then we are more siceptible to being attacked by the evil one. I have been at the place for awhile now. I have been at a stand still and have made excuess for my actions to where I didn't realize until today that my relationship with God sucks right now and its all because I thought my relationship was great even though I haven't been attempting to grow.

My prayer time has sucked and my time readying the bible has sucked. I have been going through the motions and doing it quickly. Have you ever read 3 verses of the bible to say you have been in the bible on a regular basis. As embarassed as I am to admit it that has been me. I have been going through the motions lately and it upsets me. I feel like I have failed myself and God and cheated those who I minister with.

I will say the past couple days have been better. This morning I got up early and took my aunt to the airport but I got to read my bible before hand. Prayer is good also today. So I have started up a hill that I am going to struggle with because of the comfort zone I have created and justified.

I encourage everyone to take a look at their life and see where they are and how things are going. I suprised myself the last week and found out I am not happy with who I am right now and I have repented. So change will occur and it will be for the better.

Blessings to you all. Sorry its been a while. I have been in a rut but I am back!